Hap Hazard

I did not ask to be here. This was not my choice.

This seems to be a theme of my inner voice.

What am I doing here? This wasn’t in my plan!

Have the cards I’ve been dealt come from Fate’s hand?

Is there a place where I don’t exist? Is there a place where I don’t feel?

Is there a place I can’t resist? Is there a place where nothing is real?

Can we stop, not think, and wait?

Succumb to randomness rather than fate!

Nothing ever ordained, nothing controlled,

Nothing to do with fate, nothing resolved.

Nothing ever being the same.

No one and nothing to blame.

A world that just happens, no synchronicity.

Its all totally random with no sympathy.

No reason, no cause, no “meant to be”!

No belonging, no connection, no you, no me.

Just totally hap hazard,

Random and scattered.

Craig 29/7/2024

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